Low drive... Help?? Advice?

Honestly, I think part of it is from the raping, of which I am deeply sorry for. Another part may be that you, and don't take this offensively, but you may not be into guys like that. If you find you're more turned on by girls, you may be or gay. I am bi so I can relate. Don't take any of this to offense please I'm only trying to help you out. I hope this issue gets resolved soon.